Dreading Thursday

This Thursday, as we all know, is Christmas.

This will be my first Christmas alone. Not going to my parents, no real boyfriend, Seth and Reagan are in Dallas, Joe and Jeanie are gone.

This will be the first Christmas waking up with no tree, no decorations, no presents, no waking up at OMG:30 because the kids are excited to see what Santa brought, no Christmas dinner, no fruitcake (i love fruitcake!!), no wrapping paper to clean up, no batteries to install.

I don't want Thursday to happen. I want to sleep thru the day.

I hate this