you only get 2 for now... im being lazy

Wish I could smoke inside

Went to the doctors.

She felt me up, got blood drawn, and I have a mammogram monday morning at 8:30am.

Tonight i go do Rocky Horror Picture show, so i'm looking forward to that, even tho its going to be like, 30 degrees outside and i'll be in a corset and shorts >.<

Not much in the mood to write..

Why does your love smell like pickles?

I'm going to see the doctor tomorrow.

My boobs have been hurting for a week straight. They are heavy and bigger and really really really sore. I am nauseated randomly and getting dizzy spells. I am having random pains in my lower abdomen about where my ovaries are located.

I've peed on 2 sticks, not pregnant, so something else is going on.

Seriously, all i want to do is throw up, and lay in bed with a cold towel on my head and boobs and sleep.

I've looked up symptoms, and 3 things are possible.
A) Pregnant.. again, peed on 2 sticks.. not pregnant
B) Breast Cancer
C) NOTHING

I'm betting it's C. There's never anything wrong, and my body just hates me.

I'll post when I know more

I found a kitty!

I found this guy the other day on my back porch. I tried feeding him and it turns out that he is not very friendly because i think he may be scared. Not quite sure the breed but I am assuming he is part Siamese. I have him in a crate because he is not really house broken. I wonder who's he is...

GO VOTE FOR THIS!

Movin on up...

Yesterday was moving day.

We managed to get 99% of it done, in 4 hours. YAY for people helping and a uhaul! Best $30 ive spent in a WHILE!

got almost everything unpacked and set up today, had to go back to Ikea for another set of curtains to go under the ones I already bought and put up because the afternoon sun beats into my room and turns it into a freakin oven!

Got to have dinner with Pete, so that was fun. We went and had Italian, yum.. and then he hung out at the new pad for a couple of hours, chilling and chatting.

I'm supposed to go to Elysium tonight for a friend's birthday party thing but it starts at 11 and i am TIRED and I have to work tomorrow and who does their birthday at a club at 11pm on a school night!??

Sorry Rudy :(

Thats pretty much all I got. Gonna go and find my alarm clock cell phone and SLEEEEP!


seacrest out!

Fiesta siesta something else esta...

Watching the game

Full of chicken

Playing spore

Sleepy

Comfy

Cold outside

Doing laundry

Starting to pack

Hate roommate

Sleepy

Don't want to go to work

Want to go on a trip

Want to go back to California

Really like the bay area

Too cold, expensive, aleph LOL

Aleph is being weird, again... Oh well. Not like I wanted to get back together just missed my friend. His loss

Tummy full of greasy chicken

Am sleepy

Texas

Fight

Texas

Fight

Might fall asleep watching game

Not good idea

Need to do more laundry and I'd sleep till morning and probably be late for work

Sleeeeepy!!!0

So much for a good day

I was up at 5am to head to REI for their garage sale which doesn't happen often. Basically all the stuff that gets returned they sell really really cheap. I got 2 pairs of pants, a shirt, a chalk bag, chalk, and the exact pair of climbing shoes I've been wanting all for $58.00. Which is beyond awesome because the shoes brand new are $69

I then went for an hour long hike. Just me and nature. Freakishly warm weather, the wind, the birds...
Bliss

Then I got lost LOL. Ok I knew where I was because I could see the road I just couldn't get down and was about 200 feet in the air above it. At least I knew either a snake a bobcat or the fall would kill me

Ha!

But I found my way back after falling and slipping twice. Came home, took a fantastic long shower and got hungry.

Went to chilis and had my favorite soup yum! Thought about using my new shoes but after food my body went DO NOT WANT

Came home and yay!!!!!!! Eviction notice! Thanks drunk idiot roommate for whatever you did to get us kicked out

So went to epoch, called about 7 people looking for roomies and I've been sitting at home playing spore since

Oh and my former best friend decided to "call me out" on his blog
Whatever
Don't care anymore
Fuck you
Were done

cleansing and purging

Welcome to 2009!

I thought about sitting here and typing out my 2008, but got to April and decided that it was going to take entirely too long and would be mostly boring and changed my mind. Besides, I drank way too much the first part of my year to remember it all ha ha.

So..

Ok, Christmas. I am really glad for a co-worker who invited me and the asshole roommate to spend the day with him and his family, otherwise I would have had nothing else to do. I got a new champagne glass to replace the one the cat broke, so that was awesome. I also got 2 movies and 2 books. I got a card from my mom. gee. thanks mom.

I'm thinking of sending her a guilt filled email to get her to send me an REI giftcard so I can get the climbing shoes I want. It probably wouldnt work but its worth a shot, right?


New Years.
Fun, Drama, booze, too much food.

I took my nicotine patch off about 4pm (much to the displeasure of a certain monkey man) and decided the day before new years was a stupid time to quit smoking since I would be drinking. I had 5 maybe 6 cigarettes, and my chest feels like an elephant sat on it today. Not a good choice. MM shot off a firework and it went a wrong direction and headed directly towards myself and B. B and P then decided to berate MM about his fireworks safety and skills pissing off MM. B and P need to back the fuck off sometimes. After that, more people showed up to talk to and in the end, had a pretty good time, a bottle of champagne, some guitar hero, and surrounded by good friends.
oh, and being told that a certain someone is never allowed back into their house.
awesome.
apologizing to EVERYONE that was there Thanksgiving for someone's actions and decisions and promising, that no... never again.

I'm not going to go into detail about the previous statements, lets just say drama and bullshit was brought into a drama and bullshit free zone, some really bad decisions by someone else pretty much ruined any chance they had an a really awesome adopted family here in Austin, and I should not have to go back and apologize to people for a grown person's choices, but I had to and that was that.


I dont want to go to work tomorrow, but that's normal. I *could* call in sick but I wont because I actually will have a ton of work that needs to be done because its the first day of client expectations.


Lets see, In other news.

I have quit smoking. MM had about $600 in flex spending to use by the end of the year (giving us 3 days to use it all) and part of what was bought was the patch for me to quit smoking. I'm not craving a cigarette, its the routine. Its the "ok its 9am, I've been at work for an hour, had my coffee and some brekkie and i havent actually started working because all my customers are in Washington and Oregon, so lets go smoke!". Getting into my car and lighting a cigarette. Sitting at Epoch drinking coffee and chain smoking. I can do it, its just going to be weird.

MM and I have started a clense. Filling our bodies with so many toxins (me cigarettes, us both booze, and processed foods) and we're both tired, lethargic, headaches, etc, and have decided to start "the master clense"...which means we're pooing a lot! LOL

that's pretty much it really.

I'll try and update this thing more often! Promise!