It's getting better all the time...

So.. just found out I may not have a job come tomorrow morning.

I work in Lead Gen.. basically, I am an overpaid telemarketer.
I work on the HP team, and they are re-evaluating their budget, so we are going into a blackout. It might take 3 weeks, it might last till January.

One option for all of us, wait it out
2nd option is they will find another program to put us on
3rd option is we get to interview for another program and might not get it... then what?!

I am trying to breathe
I am trying to not cry
I am trying to not have a panic attack and have a seizure

Let go, and Let G-d, right Eva?


I am really worried right now.