Nope

This started off being a bitch, rant, vent, etc post... but I changed my mind

Today, is a beautiful day.

The sun in shining, the birds are singing, there's not a cloud in the sky. I am sitting in my usual spot AT my usual Sunday morning spot drinking my weight in coffee and taking full advantage of the free wifi.

Last night, I did something potentially really stupid, and because I don't/didn't get a response from it, I'm sitting here, worried, nervous, squirming, etc not knowing what is going on in the other person's head. That drives me crazy.

But I'm sitting here. Breathing, trying to "let go and let g-d" as Eva likes to say.. That is so much easier said than done.

I love my Sunday mornings to myself. No phone, No friends, just me, a cup of coffee, teh interwebs, and cool people doing their same escape. My friend, Alisa brought me here for the first time. We hadnt seen each other in a while, and I was in FULL ON crashing depression mode from a pretty heart wrenching break-up, so she drug me out here and made me talk about it, got to shut up and listen for a while, and left with an actual SMILE on my face. Something that hadnt been there for a while.


Halloween was a blast. The vibe at the party was a little weird, but by the end of the night, fantastic time. Good friends, great pictures, GREAT "punch", sharing some fantastic cigars, an overall success :)



Highlight of today:

The guy sitting to the left of me drinking coffee and reading a book, LOOKS LIKE SANTA CLAUS! hehe